IMMA START USING THIS AGAIN


lallala

christmas sucked big time this year.

i hope everyone else's was better.

not posting anymore.
bye.

EHFURFEJWRFNEWJDFN

!@#$%^&*

>:O

>:|

>:[

I'm actually really upset. You just can't tell. But I can fix this.

You know, talking about it was just what I needed. I feel so un-paranoid right now.

OKAY I'M PARANOID.

YES I ADMIT IT.

I AM PARANOID.

I AM SO SO PARANOID.

I'M NOT SURE OF WHAT.

BUT I'M PARANOID.

THAT'S MY PROBLEM.

I'M P A R A N O I D.

I'm going to tell you something livejournal. You can't tell ANYONE. Except the people reading this of course. Which I doubt anyone is. So you don't have to worry about telling anyone.

But I get scared. I don't tell people because I'm afraid they might think I'm stupider than they already think I am.

But I get scared a lot. Ever since Andy died I get scared. Every time I say goodbye to someone I get scared. I'm afraid it might be the last time I see them. When I don't get to say bye to someone I get really upset especially if it's family. I can't go to sleep being mad at anyone because what if they don't wake up the next day? What if I don't wake up? I know it's a bad way of thinking. I'm fucked up in the head. But I just can't help it.

i just

moi aussi, moi aussi.

6822 is going to states!!!!!!!!!!! <33

I can't wait!

I don't fight fire with fire.
But this is the last straw.
HERE'S A TASTE OF YOUR OWN FCUKING MEDICINE.